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'THIS BOOK IS ELEANOR OLIPHANT IS COMPLETELY FINE ON ACID!' SARA WINGFIELD, GOODREADS
Jen Beagin's brilliant, off-beat and deeply moving novel introduces an unforgettable character, Mona - almost twenty-four, emotionally adrift and cleaning houses to get by. Volunteering for a needle-exchange programme, she falls for a regular she calls Mr Disgusting, who proceeds to break her heart in unimaginable ways.
In search of healing, Mona decamps to Taos, New Mexico, for a fresh start, where she finds a community of seekers and cast-offs, all of whom have one or two things to teach her - the pyjama-wearing, blissed-out New Agers, the slightly creepy client with peculiar tastes in controlled substances, the psychic who might really be psychic. But always lurking just beneath the surface are her memories of growing up in a chaotic, destructive family from which she's trying to disentangle herself, and the crushing legacy of the past she left behind.
The story of Mona's journey to find her place in the world is at once fearless and wonderfully strange, true to life and boldly human, and introduces a stunning, one-of-a-kind new voice in American fiction.
'THIS BOOK IS ELEANOR OLIPHANT IS COMPLETELY FINE ON ACID!' SARA WINGFIELD, GOODREADS
Jen Beagin's brilliant, off-beat and deeply moving novel introduces an unforgettable character, Mona - almost twenty-four, emotionally adrift and cleaning houses to get by. Volunteering for a needle-exchange programme, she falls for a regular she calls Mr Disgusting, who proceeds to break her heart in unimaginable ways.
In search of healing, Mona decamps to Taos, New Mexico, for a fresh start, where she finds a community of seekers and cast-offs, all of whom have one or two things to teach her - the pyjama-wearing, blissed-out New Agers, the slightly creepy client with peculiar tastes in controlled substances, the psychic who might really be psychic. But always lurking just beneath the surface are her memories of growing up in a chaotic, destructive family from which she's trying to disentangle herself, and the crushing legacy of the past she left behind.
The story of Mona's journey to find her place in the world is at once fearless and wonderfully strange, true to life and boldly human, and introduces a stunning, one-of-a-kind new voice in American fiction.
Mary Karr meets Miranda July in this hilarious debut about a young woman’s quest for self-acceptance and belonging
Jen Beagin holds an MFA in creative writing from the University of California, Irvine, and has published stories in Juked and Faultline, among other journals and literary magazines. She lives in New York.
‘I am rollicking through Pretend I’m Dead by Jen Beagin,
which is one of the funniest, most twisted and freshest things I’ve
read in a long time. It follows the fortunes of Mona, who cleans
houses and falls for a man she calls Mr Disgusting. Beagin combines
deep compassion and irreverent humour to create characters with
nasty, wonderful, human flaws.’
*Jess Kidd, Observer*
‘Remarkable…unflinching...by turns laugh-out-loud funny and deeply
affecting... Wiping the floor with other, more hyped debuts this
year, Pretend I’m Dead should clean up with readers and
awards lists alike.’
*Irish Times*
‘It's Mona's ballsy, kickass voice that makes this novel tick.
Unreliable, sharply observant and funny, she recounts her journey
of self-discovery in a way that is immediate and intriguing.’
*Daily Mail*
'Pretend I’m Dead by Jen Beagin is a dark, twisted and
hilarious novel about a young woman slumming about the American
West, hiding from her life as best she can, while working as a
cleaning lady. I barked aloud with laughter throughout the entire
story.'
*Elizabeth Gilbert, Guardian*
‘Rib-ticklingly funny-sad... [Beagin] works magic in the space
between hilarity and heartbreak... Absurdly affecting.’
*O Magazine Best Books of 2018*
‘This novel had me rooting for its protagonist, Mona, 23 and
cleaning houses to get by as she tries to figure her life out, from
the very beginning…one of the most moving novels I’ve read all
year.’
*Elle*
‘With her droll humor and hilarious (but also earnest)
observations, the 24-year-old narrator of Pretend I’m
Dead had us hooked from page one... Glide through Mona's
series of bad decisions with her - she's a good companion.’
*Refinery29,Best Books of 2018*
‘Frank and unflinching... This book invaded my dreams, took over my
conversation, and otherwise seduced me totally.’
*Joshua Ferris, author of Then We Came to the End*
'A bright, brittle achievement.'
*The Spectator*
‘Sharp but empathetic... Clear-eyed and funny... What gives
this novel its heart is Beagin's capacity for seeing... Beagin
makes [her theme] fresh with her sly, funny,
compassionate voice. This is a terrific debut. Singularly
enjoyable.’
*Kirkus (starred review)*
‘How can you resist a love story in which the object of desire is
named Mr. Disgusting? Like Denis Johnson, Jen Beagin is able to
find humanity and wonder (and yes, love) in some of the most
forlorn and hopeless corners of our world.’
*Tom Perrotta, author of Little Children*
‘A dark and quirky account of heartbroken Mona, who finds her place
among New Mexico's off-beat misfits.’
*Stylist Magazine*
‘Beagin's work has been compared to Denis Johnson, which is high
praise indeed, and totally deserved based on this smart, funny,
darkly profound debut.’
*Nylon*
‘Pretend I'm Dead is a funny, smart and surprisingly deep
novel that lures the reader – through humour and sharp, off-beat
observation – to follow a character to rock bottom. Beagin's
uncanny characters and wise voice lend a cushion for taking a seat
on that rock, providing the company of a good friend so that
readers will be glad to stay.’
*Caoilinn Hughes, author of Orchid & the Wasp*
‘Mona is one of the best characters I have read recently. She's
damaged for sure but hilarious and forthright and fascinating. I
loved this book and can't wait to read more from the author, highly
recommend this. A completely fresh voice.’
*Lesley Scott, Waterstones bookseller*
‘At once a vivid portrait of outcasts’ lives and messy attempts to
lay ghosts to rest, this is an outrageous, funny, moving
debut... Like Mona, the writing speaks on its own terms –
it's sparky, irreverent, switchblade-sharp and punch-packingly
original.
*LoveReading*
‘One of the most anticipated literary debuts of the
year... Pretend I’m Dead traces a cleaning woman’s
journey to self-acceptance in alternately warm, sharp, and deeply
wise fashion.’
*Entertainment Weekly*
‘Eat, Pray, Love meets Beauty And The Beast.’
*Cosmopolitan*
‘Jen Beagin has one of the freshest voices I've read in
years—funny, wise, whip-smart and compassionate. I tore
through Pretend I'm Dead with a deep sense of affection
for all of its beautifully flawed characters and their bittersweet
lives.’
*Jami Attenberg, author of The Middlesteins*
‘This book is Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine on
acid. Odd, funny... Just excellent!’
*Sara Wingfield, Goodreads*
‘Beagin's debut is grungy and ribald, melancholic and funny. Throw
in a little wisdom, schmaltz and a few useful housekeeping tips,
and Pretend I'm Dead delivers a real bang for the
buck.’
*Shelf Awareness*
‘If nuanced, funny, dark, utterly unpretentious literature is your
drug of choice, Jen Beagin's Pretend I'm Dead constitutes an epic
score. Please enjoy responsibly.’
*Elisa Albert, author of After Birth*
‘Pretend I'm Dead is utterly engaging, laugh-out-loud funny, and
always compelling. Each sentence is alive, vibrant and
quaking...fearless and bold.’
*Jessica Anya Blau, author of The Wonder Bread Summer*
‘Funny, supremely candid, this debut hurt me perfectly on every
page.’
*Ron Carlson, author of Return to Oakpine*
‘Sharp and witty.’
*Strong Words*
‘Pretend I’m Dead is funny, weird, disturbing, and just a
touch magical. Jen Beagin’s novel will stare you down, mesmerize
you, and dare you to laugh.’
*Annie Hartnett, author of Rabbit Cake*
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